I know this is completely daft but hey………I am so happy, It’s a beautifull day and I’ve just finished my lovely old walking route, stopped to say hello to the pony on the corner and Milo had a dip in the river. It’s only a few K but a few weeks ago I could barely get up the stairs,might as well have done a marathon( ok a mini marathon😉). Chuffed and gratefull Kitty. X
I guess I’ve made my decision, I looked at wigs today, I’m not happy about it, I wish we had better treatment options. It wasn’t as bad as I expected (I didn’t howl), but I’m really struggling with this one, because it’s not temporary, when it’s gone it’s gone, thats it. But here we go, the first pic top left is the real deal, the next two are my favourites so far, just checking styles not necessarily colours although who knows? Quite fancy myself as…Continue Reading “Wigs”
I now have an infection from the canuala,more antibiotics and still no sign of them sending me to Dublin. I want to go home, I am seriously losing my mind 😢😷😭😢😷
So I’m finally being shipped to Dublin in the morning to have my first little heart procedure.It’s a bit scary but to be honest I am so tired fighting to have it done I haven’t the energy to worry about it. So wish me luck and say a couple of prayers if you like and I’ll catch you all soon. ❤❤❤Exhausted Kitty
Back in the Nick😣😢.Last night was terrifying, I couldn’t breath, like drowning. I had another Xray this morning and a little fluid on the lung has turned into a lot of fluid on the lung in a week. I’m wheezing like an 90 year old and even walking a bit leaves me winded. Why is the question, cancer or infection??? Apparently I’m going to be Tapped( lol, thats drained) to see. Trying not to think about it too much, just couldn’t go through another night…Continue Reading “Breathless”
Yeeha! I’m going home 😆🎈🎉😂😀 sorry hypochondria is another symptom that goes hand in hand with cancer. I’m not popping my clogs just yet😄😁😄😁.I have a big nasty bastard of a bug that in my case is a bit more dramatic( but would be a lot worse if i was on chemo). There appears to be no cancer progression, no chemo😄. I’m so happy I just might cry. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Sorry, need a whinge, I’m tired emotional and scared. My very lovely roomate snores like a foghorn,I got about 2 hours sleep last night. How seriously, how do they expect people to heal with this absolute shite they feed them. The lack of color for starters is incredible.This morning I was handed ( what I thought might be my dependable staple) microwaved porridge pickled with salt and of course the proverbial white toast. A fry up or a salad( ooh healthy) with plastic ham was…Continue Reading “Call this food”
Room with a view, lovely change from yesterday. Had a good nights sleep and I have a nice roomate called Betty. Still here till at least tomorrow, don’t have a clot or pneumonia, but do have a chest infection and fluid round my heart which could be caused by a couple of things, one of which I don’t want to think about yet 😦. So here tonight till I see my oncologist tomorrow. The staff are amazing considering the shit they have to deal with. X
Half the night in A+E, the other half and all day on a trolley in the corridor. Nausea, vomiting, chest infection and potentiall blood clot, and then I go and break my finger before I even leave the house for the hospital. I am so pissed off, fed up, hot and bored, not sure about these meds either they seem to be stealing my spirit, my motivation and my joy! Is it worth it and what next?? 😯 ( big thanks to my wonderfull friend Noirin, who…Continue Reading “A+E”
Today I had a bone scan, horrible radioactive things. It was cancelled last week cos the machine was down and nearly didn’t happen today either for the same reason. As we waited ( about 8 hrs give or take) I got talking to this young woman, unfortunately when you are in this godforsaken game a while you start to recognise some of the signs.Restlessness, a look, nervous joke cracking, and you know there is something up, and it’s new and raw. A young mum it…Continue Reading “Only breast cancer”
