I’ve been here since Monday with chest pain and a possible clot. Most of the tests were fine but I have to stay now for a scan. I have to respond to these things but I feel like a complete hypochondriac as I lie here taking up a bed, especially considering all the media coverage of the hospital crisis at the min. In the early hours of this morning the lady beside me died, It was heart-breaking and humbling to hear her children (teenagers and young adults) praying, singing and chatting to their mam as she passed away. Cancer you rotten bastard